These are my thoughts, words, feelings
free verse flowing from my mind
but I usually have
my movement to converse
I'd rather dance with you than talk with you

let me physicalize these feelings
rationalize my meaning
because it gets harder each day
guarding what I thought was happy
my own version of it
those memories, imprint on my mind
keeping them from what you now think is normal
ignoring me, hating me
your silence breaks down what once was nostalgic
and turns desire into hate

you claim you are better
different
found where you fit

but I know you.
Lies.
and you haven't grown at all.

that's all I'm waiting for
maybe
some version of you
older with the maturity I always deserved

and I though you might provide it

but now I'm moving
away
at a faster pace

seeking what I rightfully should claim